http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/ <a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i221.photobucket.com/albums/dd35/thetipsylipsy/thetipsylipsymultiply/thetipsylipsyaboutme.jpg" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket" border="0"></a> Tue, 19 Aug 2008 13:07:36 -0000 Mon, 19 Nov 2007 17:44:47 -0000 http://images.thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/logo http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com 100 100 When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone, When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on. Don't let yourself go, everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes. Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along. When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on) If you feel like letting go, (hold on) When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on. Everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends. Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand. If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long, When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on. Well, everybody hurts sometimes, Everybody cries. And everybody hurts sometimes. And everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. (repeat & fade) (Everybody hurts. You are not alone.) http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/reviews/item/5 Mon, 19 Nov 2007 17:44:47 -0000 She said that time is unfair To a woman her age Now that wisdom has come Everything else fades She said she realizes She's seen her better days She said she can't look back To her days of youth What she thought were lies She later found was truth She said her daddy had dreams But he drank them away And her mother's to blame For the way she is today Life's river shall rise She Said And only the strong shall survive She Said But I'm feeling quite weak She Said Will you comfort and forgive me She Said She said she's still searching For salvation's light She said she wishes all day And she prays all night She said she won't speak of love Because love she's never known She said it's moments like these She hates to be alone Forgive me She Said Forgive me She http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/reviews/item/4 Mon, 19 Nov 2007 17:41:30 -0000 I dream about how it's going to end, Approaching me quickly. Leaving a life of fear, I only want my mind to be clear. People making fun of me, For no reason but jealousy. I fantasise about my death, I'll kill myself from holding my breath, My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do. My suicidal dream, I'm sure you will get your's too. Help me, comfort me, Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now. The rope is here, now I'll find a use. I'll kill myself, I'll put my head in a noose. My suicidal dream, Voices telling me what to do. My suicidal dream, I'm sure you will get your's too. Dreamin' about my death, dream... Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/reviews/item/3 Mon, 19 Nov 2007 17:37:35 -0000 Your words to me just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention Your words just disappear 'Cause it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said So I speak to you in riddles 'Cause my words get in my way. I smoke the whole thing to my head And feel it wash away 'Cause I can't take anymore of this, I want to come apart, or dig myself a little hole Inside your precious heart 'Cause it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have said I am nothing more than A little boy inside That cries out for attention, Yet I always try to hide 'Cause I talk to you like children, Though I don't know how I feel But I know I'll do the right thing If the right thing isn't feel. 'Cause it's always raining in my head Forget all the things I should have http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/reviews/item/2 Mon, 19 Nov 2007 17:29:48 -0000 I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feelings disappear you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end and you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/reviews/item/1 Mon, 19 Nov 2007 12:36:51 -0000 I experienced Baby Blues Syndrome after the birth of my precious baby boy.<br><br>*A Bit Facts About Baby Blues*<br>Baby Blues is a postpartum syndrome. It is a kind of depression that 50% women experienced after giving birth. It starts from first day after giving birth, get worst on the third day which last until approximately 14th days. It can be caused by mother's hormonal changing, psychological, physical and social condition. The mother experienced sadness, anger, anxiety, guilt, despair, secrecy, helplessness etc. This syndrome can be relieve by partner and other closed family member supports.<br><br>*My Baby Blues Version*<br>The symptoms were only showing while I'm alone. I felt so alone, lonely, sad, unlovable, somehow so redundant. I cried most of time when I'm alone. I also cried while holding my baby boy. It didn't mean I wasn't happy with the existence of my baby. So hard to explain the uncontrollable sadness I felt at that time. I kept all the feeling by my self. <br><br>Unfortunatelly, I only knew a bi... http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/journal/item/10/Baby_Blues Fri, 16 Nov 2007 12:43:16 -0000 http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/album/7/Babies Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:42:25 -0000 These are some of TheTipsyLipsy own design. I'm not a pro designer but I love my works, I hope you too http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/album/6/TheTipsyLipsy_Design Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:03:06 -0000 <a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6R1QoKCtAAAEwgvvs1"><a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6aDgoKCtAAACpprMQ1"><a href="/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6amAoKCtAAADtaHoI1"><br></a><br></a><br></a>I decide to pimp TheTipsyLipsy site again...<br>gue nge-design nya sih ga lama karna konsepnya ga ribet2 banget<br>The changes I made:<a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6aDgoKCtAAACpprMQ1"></a><a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6amAoKCtAAADtaHoI1"></a><a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6R1QoKCtAAAEwgvvs1"></a><a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6aDgoKCtAAACpprMQ1"></a><br>* change the banner totally<a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6amAoKCtAAADtaHoI1"></a><br>* pimp the background a bit... gue ga ganti gambar2 yang ada di sisi kiri &amp; kanan karna gambar2 itu mean something. Buat sisi tengahnya gue bikin kayak old papper dgn warna maroon keunguan<a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6R1QoKCtAAAEwgvvs1"></a><br>Gitu aja seh... but I like it for now... ga tau deh kalo tau2 next time gue kepikiran buat pimp lagi ;-)<a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6amAoKCtAAADtaHoI1"></a><a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6aDgoKCtAAACpprMQ1"></a><br><br>17 November 07<br>* new banner ... which I really like personally !!!<br><br><a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6amAoKCtAAADtaHoI1"><img class="alignmiddle" src="http://images.thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/Rz6amAoKCtAAADtaHoI1/bannertipsylipsynew.jpg?et=RcWytrYNMR43izChs3jQUg" border="0"></a><br><a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6R1QoKCtAAAEwgvvs1"><a href="http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Rz6aDgoKCtAAACpprMQ1"><br></a></a><br> http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/journal/item/9/again_Pimp_TheTipsyLipsy_Site_ Wed, 14 Nov 2007 03:49:31 -0000 This album contains images that show lovely relation of mother and http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/album/5/Mom_and_Child Tue, 13 Nov 2007 07:36:29 -0000 Some said I got odd taste of music well, enjoy it like the rest oddness of TheTipsyLipsy (if you don't like it, just simply stop or leave) Check out some of the lyrics at A Bit Information section, then You'll get why I named it "TheTipsyLipsy http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/music/item/10/Listen_While_Read_TheTipsyLipsys_Blog Tue, 13 Nov 2007 02:57:46 -0000 My baby boy was born around 4.30pm at 8 November 2002 in Graha Medika Hospital (now; Siloam Hospital), helped by dr. Julianto, by caesarian. <br><br>*My 9 Months Story*<br>Overall, the pregnancy going well. Nyokap gue mau gue ditangani ama dokter yang bagus, jadi dipilihlah dr.Julianto (terakhir gue tau dia sempet jadi direktur di RS. Harapan Kita). Gue rutin visit ke dokter. Dari hasil USG everything's fine. Gue bener-bener mohon ama Allah supaya anak gue sehat ga kurang satu apapun (due to the fact that my boyfriend had me to take medicine that can caused pregnant failure). Gue ngerasa bodoh &amp; berdosa banget karena dengan begonya ngikuti kemauan cowok gue.Gue nyesel banget ama tindakan bodoh gue. Seharusnya gue sadar, ini bayi gue dan ini tubuh gue jadi ga ada satu manusiapun yang berhak maksa gue kalo seandainya gue ga mau utak-atik kehamilan gue. <br><img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/bat.png">----"ATTENTION----: always follow what your heart say. Never ever agree to do anykind of way that can caused abortion. Some people maybe... http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/journal/item/8/Welcome_Aboard_Baby Mon, 12 Nov 2007 07:56:10 -0000 This album contains re-design images done by http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/photos/album/2/TheTipsyLipsy_Re-design Thu, 1 Nov 2007 04:44:23 -0000 It's still fresh in my memory when I celebrated my 17th birthday!!! Stars hotel, birthday cake, live band performance, food and drink everywhere, lots of guest, bunch of gifts, I even gave souvenir for my party guests. I feel so teenager !!!<br><br>"Me 2 Months After the Party"<br>Still a teenager, going 18th and pregnant. <br><br>"Me 7 Months After the Party"<br>After I came out with the fact I'm pregnant to my family, I feel so realesed! The decision had been made. I'm keeping the baby. Hoorrraaayyyyy !!! A bunch of thanks for my family, especially for my mom !!! Tapi ada satu peraturan penting; gue ga boleh berhubungan lagi ama cowok gue dengan cara apapun. Untuk ketemuan kayaknya ga mungkin, secara gue ga boleh pergi sendirian and he lives in different town. By phone juga susah karena gue ga boleh pegang hp lagi. And You know what? Gue diungsiin ke rumah sodara gue, out of town off course! Sebelumnya gue sempet ketemu ama dia waktu dia dateng ke rumah sodara gue untuk nyelesein semua. Solusi yang di... http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/journal/item/6/Going_18th_and_Pregnant Thu, 1 Nov 2007 01:48:25 -0000 I never tought it happened to me; get pregnant at 17 years old and haven't finish high school. What a mess !!!<br><br>"My First Tought"<br>Denial...denial...denial...<br>ga mungkin gue hamil.<br>Why me?!?<br>Gue kan baru 17 tahun. SMA aja gue belum tamat. Gimana nasib gue kalo beneran gue hamil. Bokap n nyokap gue pasti ngamuk. Gue udah bikin malu keluarga gue. Gue pasti diusir dari rumah. Apa kata orang anaknya si "some public figure" hamil di luar nikah. Mampus gue mampus !!!<br><br>"My Feeling"<br>I'm scared to death. Gue bener-bener ga bisa mbayangin reaksi ortu gue. Gue yakin mereka bakal marah besar n ngusir gue. Gimana nasib gue? Gimana nasib bayi yang ada di perut gue? Deep in my heart, I start to love the baby on my womb. <br><br>"My Boyfriend Reaction"<br>He rejected the baby but still want me. Dia bilang ga mungkin untuk nerusin kehamilan dengan kondisi dia n gue yang masi sekolah. Gue udah ga bisa mikir apa-apa lagi. Gue kecewa ama dia. Selama 3 tahun pacaran, gue pikir gue udah kenal banget ama dia. Gue pikir dia bak... http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/journal/item/5/Uuuppppss_Im_Pregnant_at_17th Mon, 22 Oct 2007 19:59:56 -0000 Kayaknya gue ga jauh-jauh dari yang namanya masalah. Gue sendiri sebenernya ngerasa ga gitu peduli selama ini. Tapi setelah gue inget-inget lagi ternyata emang gue ini termasuk pribadi yang bermasalah. I'm wondering is it due to my depression or up to something else...<br><br>Jaman SD, SMP sih gue ga bermasalah dengan prestasi. Malah gue rutin masuk peringkat di kelas (minimal 10 besar deh). Kalopun bermasalah yah palingan kasus berantem ama temen. paling parah yah ribut ama guru. Gue ga suka diperlakukan seenaknya biar kata ama guru sekalipun. Nah, jaman SMA baru deh parah tu. Gue males banget masuk sekolah.&nbsp; bangun pagi adalah sesuatu yang paling gue benci. Alhasil, dalem seminggu gue bisa bolos 3 hari bahkan 4 hari. Lucky me, surat referensi dari dokter syaraf gue bisa nolongin gue untuk ga dapet masalah dari pihak sekolah. Selain itu pihak sekolah juga ngeliat nilai-nilai gue yang lumayan baik, apalagi&nbsp; gue aktif ikut lomba bawa nama sekolah dlm bidang sastra dan musik. Ga n... http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/journal/item/4/Trouble_Me Sun, 21 Oct 2007 11:52:55 -0000 Depresi udah banyak ngerubah hidup gue dari sisi negatif maupun positif. Pertama kali didiagnosa depresi ( by dokter ahli syaraf di Aer Keroh Hospital Malacca), umur gue baru 15 tahun. Treatment si dokter adalah antidepressant, nama obatnya Luvox.<br><br>"What I Feel"<br> Gue ngerasa sendirian. Gue punya banyak temen yang baik ama gue, tapi gue malah ngerasa lebih baik sendirian.<br> Gue ngerasa kosong. Gue tau kalo dalam diri gue bermasalah, tapi gue malah ngerasa hampa ga ada rasa sama sekali.<br> Gue bingung. Gue ngerasa dunia bergerak terlalu cepat, sedangkan gue merasa terlalu lemah bahkan untuk berpikir apa yang sebenarnya gue rasakan dan inginkan.<br><br>"Kenapa gue memutuskan untuk periksa ke dokter"<br>Gue ngerasa aneh banget ama diri gue sendiri. Gue ngerasa kepribadian gue banyak berubah sejak gue masuk SMA. Gue yang dulunya ceria, easy going dan sociable jadi cenderung pemurung, menarik diri, emosional, pokoknya moody banget. Gue kayaknya lemes banget, ga ada gairah hidup deh! Prestasi gue di sek... http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/journal/item/3/Me_My_Self_and_Depression Sat, 20 Oct 2007 20:21:21 -0000 After long time under reconstruction...<br>After many times changes of design...<br>After couple times of custumizes...<br>then<br>TheTipsyLipsy Site is on !!!<br><br>*Gue add images yg fit in me di background site TheTipsyLipsy. I spent lot of times editing the background only.<br>*Gue bikin beberapa design logo TheTipsyLipsy sampe nemu yang menurut gue fit in.<br>*I might not a pro designer but somehow... I satisfied with my works.<br> http://thetipsylipsy.multiply.com/journal/item/2/Pimp_TheTipsyLipsy_Site Thu, 18 Oct 2007 18:55:43 -0000